No song today...
I just don't have one in my heart tonight.
Any who...
I've got to find something less repetitive to do with this blog. I'm not talking about the songs, that shit will continue. I'm talking about the actual content. I don't just want to keep writing the same variations of "making progress." I'd also like to avoid using every post to talk about my somewhat shaky mental health and general lack of desire to live. It feels good to write it, don't get me wrong, and while I'm in the middle of it, it feels like I'm saying some real deep shit. I feel like I'm reaching out and connecting with all of these invisible, non-existent people (as opposed to the non-existent people you can see) and I feel seen and supported. I don't necessarily think either of these things are bad, per se, but it is kind of fucking boring. I'd like to mix it up, plant some seeds of potential personal essays.
Seems like it might make for some better reading.
Dicks for listening!