Imagine all the pee-holes

It's easy if you try.
Just think of the bulging mushrooms,
Ready to cream up your pie

Imagine all the pee-holes
Rather hard to do
I forgot the pussies
Well they got pee-holes too...

Anywho...

I find it rather depressing with not only the difficulty in avoiding the support of Jeff Bezos, but how I'm the one who suffers because of this choice. I mean honestly, what do I get out of it outside of some sense of self-righteous superiority? I realize how white and privileged I sound, because that is precisely what I am being, but do I have to care? I recognize that I should. I recognize that I should work harder to support small business, that I should work against streaming music and try to buy more and go to more concerts (or at the very least buy tickets). I know I should do this the same way I know I shouldn't shop at Wal Mart and shouldn't eat fast food. I know all of this, but I don't want to do it. I'm lazy, tired, depressed. Trying to stand against what this country is becoming, something I've done my fair share of work to help via unquestioned compliance, seems so pointless. There's no hope there, no good feeling. It feels less like a moral effort and more like I'm just a child trying to be different.

What to do, what to do...

Dicks for listening!