Ever masturbate...

And have a disappointing orgasm?

It's a strange sort of thing. I was giving it a go earlier today and just lost the fantasy. I lost the fantasy, somewhat lost the erection, but refused to lose the drive to come.

So I kept at it.

I switched clips, tried to conjure some manner of new fantasy, and almost lost the erection completely, but managed, in the end to get it back and climax. The orgasm itself, as implied earlier, was disappointing.

I really should look into getting laid again, though it will require dealing with my mountain of insecurities and dislike of physical contact...

Any who...

I'm getting so close to seeing the pencils for Un Chien complete that I'm getting antsy. I don't want to rush the final pages, but goddamn I want to see these pencils finished.

Soon enough, soon enough.

Dicks for listening!